cutting fabric

Tough night tonight.
One death in the family.
Two broken hearts.

Spent the night just cutting fabric to loosen up. Used really cheap cotton so I would not feel too invested in it. Just needed to loosen up and get some of the anxiety out of my head and onto the design board.
I have to get past the notion that everything that I do will work out. There will be failures and experiments and flops and some successes. But if I do not try- nothing will happen. Fear of failure is deadly.